Whatever.

...but I don't know how...

Damn easy to say, but it's so frustrating!

Especially when you are the one who must help to do the thinking of don't-know-how to know-how.

Sorry.

This post is gonna be rather sentimental than the usual ones.

A couple of days ago, I had a tiny argument with somebody through text messages. What I could not understand is how can that person say something so unreasonable and didn't make sense to me. Maybe I had misinterpreted it the wrong way. I really don't know.

I did not show much anger in my reply (didn't use exclamation marks and caps), but more to questioning 'why' and 'how can'. Deep inside I was actually very uncomfortable and my perception towards that someone changed, for the worse.

Somehow or rather, I think that person could sense that I was not very pleased or either someone else told her because today that person texted me to apologize.

It's funny how a simple 'sorry' can make me feel so much better about the whole incident.

That person claimed that frustration was kicking in therefore leading to such a message.

Another example was worse. This certain someone rang me up out of the blue and semi-yelled at me about why did I spread such rumours. I was soooo confused I did not know what she was talking about and then I told that person to chill (when I was actually getting angry myself for getting yelled at for no reason). Few minutes later, that person texted and apologized profusely in a row for throwing a fit and explained what ticked that person off.

Again, when 'sorry' was mentioned, I myself felt better and calmed down.

I don't know if you guys get what I'm trying to say. I guess I'm the kind of person who will wait for a 'sorry' (and for that person to actually mean it) when I'm damn sure I did not do anything wrong.

Pastor used to preach saying 'Oh, do not wait for that person to say sorry then only forgive. Just forgive that person anyhow.'

I am trying my very best to pick up that attitude.

As for now, although sorry seems to be the hardest word, it definitely plays a great impact on forgiveness and mending a relationship.

To the person who is shorter than me.

Just a simple shoutout to a person who can piss me off and make me laugh at the same time.

Happy Birthday annoying, old lady!

Wah, see. So carourfull. Nice right. I hope that as you grow older, your level of maturity grows as well. Stop playing Pet Society already!

I also hope your skin won't sag so fast you'll find a job soon after you graduate this year and not bum around in the house or boss me around. :)

This is my revenge to you for putting up stupid pictures of me everytime. Not that I don't look silly here, but at least you're doing it too.

Nah, here's a more decent picture of us!

Oh crap, I think papa's gonna scold me for staying up. I hear him coughing. I better go. Please pray harder if you want us to pay you a visit later at night.

Love you! xoxo

Florence wannabes.

Waaahhhhhh!!! Super annoying!

Click to read our meaningless conversation.

Heheh. Such wannabes :p